The Final Countdown

These days I cannot think of anything else other than CAT. Everywhere I go, everyone I talk to... There is just one issue that keeps on coming back again and again and again... and frankly speaking.. I am bored of it. When I was giving JEE, it had some value. It was a very important career move at that point of time. CAT on the other hand is just a stepping stone. People might disagree with the above statement but consider the fact that the people who are bothering me the most with CAT discussions are IITians and have a safe career. I mean, why the hell is anyone so bothered about it? Baah.. ranting isn't going to take me anywhere. I just hope that it ends soon. The worst part is that I am a part of the club. And I don't like being a part of any such group which would have me as a member. These days I often get irritated with myself. Instead of "You're gorgeous" I yell "Fuuuuuuuuck Man!!" at the mirror. There seems to be no solution to this other than waiting for 13 days for the storm to be over. When I was telling this to Bhatu last night, he came up with the lyrics of a song which seem quite apt at the moment:
Chingari koi bharke, sawan use bujhaye;
Sawan jo agan lagaye, use kaun bujhaye....